I haven’t been getting what I want. Things are not going as planned or at least, as i expect them to be. But, I will continue living, not because i have no choice but because i have been given faith.. it’s frustrating when you only have glimpse of what you could be, when you only have a preview of how things could be. But i guess life’s designed that way. The journey probably matters more than the destination. So as I wait, i pray that i be molded into a man of substance and character. 

sigh, i’ve got a long way to go.